nuts. nots. knots. loose, lose

some ties are easy to untie. just one pull and it’s done. some are loose enough already that it will untie on it’s own. but some ties, some knots, are not that easy lo(o)se. some are so attached that they are hard to break.

 my mission here is to break all the ties. cut the strings so it won’t be that easy to reconnect them.

everything are still repairable right now. but soon enough, once the damage is done, there’s no turning back anymore.

but i’m still hoping to be saved.

make me realize more how WRONG this is. before it’s too late.

save me. save us.

disconnection notice!

everyone,  just wait.

soon you’ll get what you want. ü

the truth will unfold.

everything is going as planned.

only few ties are left.

i must admit this move is so lame. this is as cheap as intentionally getting disqualified in a championship match just to retain my wwe title. i know. i’m a chicken. but this cowardly act is the easiest way out. i’m too scared to face the problem.

this is a bad move. a very bad one. so many consequences. so many to lose. and almost nothing to gain. and yet, it’s okay., not that i like this to happen. but because i deserve this. i deserve this punishment.

i’m not that significant. i promise i won’t leave a mark or a scar.

and just like year 2009, soon, i’ll be saying goodbye.